Not trying to make light of this in any way but that's one of the most badass things I've ever heard.

Death is nothing to laugh at. That being said, this thread does need a bit of mood lightening. So...



Sorry for Ryu though.

Part of me thinks the two are related though. Ever since my mom told me, "You will save the money, and also, you won't be doing any more selling or trading, at least without my permission", and stuck to her guns, things have been worse. Now I'm not saying I want to spend the rest of my life trading and losing money, but to not be allowed to buy or sell anything anymore going from what I did... well, it's sad. At this point, I think I could make the decision not to sell or trade anything good anymore. But my selling and trading and the sudden stop my mom put to it has put me in a house with just an iPad Air 2. I have no car, not that I think I can drive. I have Internet, but no cable TV anymore.

Really though, the issue isn't the iPad though. Who knows, I could buy a new computer for example and still be sad. I'm just saying.

I think the real issue is both my mom and my schizophrenia. I have a doctor I go to but he doesn't know what to do and is afraid to increase my dosage of medicine anymore. Somehow the doctors are astonished I'm on the amount of medicine I am and still not doing better.

So I know I get a lot of garbage for my constant buying/selling/trading of consoles and the like. And maybe I deserve it for my occasional antics. So anyway...

I sold my New 3DS XL awhile back and stuff. Recently, I've been saving for a computer. Well I built a computer and it actually went up in smoke due to a defective power supply. I got a full refund on the stuff, but now my mom is saying I can't use my refund money on a new computer or even save half, spend the other half on just like a console or something. The reason why is that she has been low on money lately and is worried that I'll dig myself into a financial hole which she herself couldn't afford to get me out of if I did.

So I'm stuck gaming on an iPad Air 2, my only gaming device right now. And it's driving me bonkers. iPad Air 2 games... well most of them are gimmicky cash grabs.

I know I should settle down, enjoy what I have, and not trade anymore... And maybe I will. Either way, my schizophrenia has gotten worse as of late. Maybe not to the extent that I'll spam like I use to or any of that. But I can tell, it's gotten worse.

I'd wait, as your options are super duper ultra revolutionarily limited.