SteventheSlayer

thanks for noticing me senpai

Oh hey it's me.

I mostly stuck to the side sites but this place was always that weird drunk uncle to me and I liked checking it out. Fiery's stupid shenanigans (RIP papa bless), horchata doing cool drawings, fun drama to drink coffee to.

I wasn't really that close to you all but i think you all have my steam anyway. If you want my discord pm me, i play games and piano and stuff still.

I'm well aware that if I applied myself to getting better at art, I could. However, it's just not something I feel like putting the time into.

*Stops talking about subject in hopes to no longer distract from main talk.*

Hey, since Whatshisface brought up those painfully old drawings, let's see you draw a gun, Chicken.

If Mourn isn't going to give you a warning, I will. Kids, stop saying I should be banned over stuff that is rather trivial. Waller, stop saying stuff that isn't rooted in logic and being like, "U need to listen to diss." Say something useful like Ryudo for a change and maybe I'll listen to you. Yes, because we, a bunch of people who have acted rationally for a LONG time, all just decided to go mad/insane together, just to screw with you. Logic is Logic, and Waller's been right in his trains of thought that the staff is not here to protect you and let you keep living in your bubble. The way some of us work is that if you have flaws in your plans/ideas/logic, you better be prepared to be seasoned and coated in butter, for we are going to GRILL you for this. Don't say crap you can't back up.

With that said, Mourn may or may not have told me I was acting pretty awful, and I agree with that. He may or may not liken me in his mind to members of old who are manipulative. And I agree with that. No real comment here.

I'm still pretty miffed about a certain moderator telling me he would talk to me on Facebook Monday and then not doing it. I'm over it now. Forgiven but not forgotten. Putting family you can talk to every day over an online friend, is not how I, for one, roll. Wow, so you're meaning to tell me that family is less important then friends? What if something had happened that was serious, like a car crash/Accident/Something? Would you REALLY expect him to drop trying to help those closest to him just to talk to you? That's petty that you're letting such a thing be an argument about it/reason to feel the way you do. If he had unadded you and blocked you, you might have a point, but no, he is not obligated to talk to you, just like the community isn't obligated to let you continually make threads that serve no real purpose(Ala this one) without us making comments.

The only apology you're going to get from me, is an apology to Jelloman for calling him unpleasantries. Maybe an apology to Fieryguns for being just a touch too harsh at times.Apologies are good

The truth is, I get my feelings hurt sometimes. Once you misuse me once, I will never be the same. After that I may like you, but I may be a little passive aggressive. This is part of the human nature, once we get hurt we take a while to heal. But saying you'll never be the same? Really? Bonds maybe be forged in Iron but they are tested in battle. If you can't forgive someone for something they've done to you and try to rebuild the friendship/relationship then it's obvious it was never going to work out in the first place. If forum drama like this is causing this, then I can't begin to imagine how much of a trainwreck someone ACTUALLY hurting you would cause.  Life's too long to spend pissed off/angry at others. We all make mistakes,they're what define us. To say that "once you misuse me once, I will never be the same" indicates to me that you aren't actually forgiving the people, you're claiming you do. There's a big difference.

Now the important thing is, I am working on myself. Warnings aren't there to tell people to stay the same. A ban may or may not be in my future. I'm going to listen to the community and Mourn's warnings as best I can, but will only do the parts I agree with. I choose to carve my own path, and I may or may not be banned because of it. Only the parts I agree with. So to use an analogy, you've been the Punisher, for lack of a better term. Upon being told you better stop your act, your going to only listen to what you want to hear and carve your own path. So instead of "Stop killing people" you hear "stop killing innocents". But in your mind, we're all guilty, aren't we? There is no innocents for you, so you'll keep disobeying the warnings/advice of others because you believe you know better unless said warnings fit in with what you want. Sounds like a fantastic plan, up until the point where you go past the point of no return and can't fix what you've broken.

I'm really not sure what else to say. Other than that I prefer honest people, like Ryudo. I'm sure if he was in the whole Facebook situation, he would come out and tell me, "I will talk to you on Monday, unless I'm busy with family. They come first and I will choose them over you." You prefer honest people, yet when people are honest with you you turn around and get all pissy at them, saying that they're not based in logic. Sounds like you LOVE honest people, doesn't it? Here's a fun fact: There is no one answer when dealing with honesty. What is honest for one man is something another wouldn't say because he has different life experiences. There is NO right honesty. Also funny how you throw Sorceror under the bus but you'd feel fine if Ryudo did what could very well be the same thing. Also funny is how you mention Ryudo, when earlier today you seemed quite angry at him.

Actually, I do owe some other people an apology. Including Mourn. But just give me some time. I'm fine with giving you time, but when you say "Give me time" and then proceed to do something that's counterproductive, it makes me at least wonder about if you really deserve the time you've been given to fix yourself.

Also if I do make a thread that's kind of worthless, could you guys be careful about making light of it? It turns mediocre threads, like my action figure one, into downright bad threads, and I usually get the blame for it. You want to make a good thread? Make one that encourages actual discussion, rather then these threads that serve no purpose. An Action Figures/Toys in general thread could have been FANTASTIC if done right, as it could try and spark discussion about those items. Instead, making a thread like yours just serves to show that if given the choice to produce something of quality that takes time to think out and plan or just rushing everything like you're the Zerg in StarCraft, you choose the later a majority of the time.

75. You say you're Batman. Batman began in 1939.

You old man.